history, are you changing me?

sometimes i wonder what would be different if i could change

sometimes i imagine what would have happened if i would have known

what i know about the world when i met you 

would i have been less afraid or maybe less vain

would the choices that i made still be the same...

or am i wiser because of all the lessons i learned along the way

i sit and wonder if all my mistakes make me a better man today

i cannot say that they did

but i know today i'm still a kid

and to those who met me in the past 

to those memories that fade so fast 

let me say this at last...

i'm so sorry