.

so many lessons i dont want to learn

amidst love that i dont deserve

in each sunrise new embers burn  

so much beauty i dont observe 

my mind keeps making new designs

of ways to truly be alive

while they say, "focus on the signs

or else you will not survive"

but there are some things i cannot fake

some memories that do not fade

some changes have been hard take

some mistakes i'm glad i made